you’ve been thinking this is not enough
gifting this is not enough talent it’s
not enough money it’s not enough i don’t
have enough and jesus is whispering in
your ear tonight
your conscience is not the voice of god
but your conscience is like this wiring
that helps this microphone amplify my
voice the the conscience is the
microphone that the holy spirit uses to
help you hear the voice of god the one
thing that opens up our eyes is god’s
spirit on us and if you want if i want
god’s spirit on our lives then we got to
decide to live
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so jerry and i my husband and i we’ve
been married nearly 20 years now i can’t
believe that and we have three sons that
we are raising they are giant
they are giants y’all
my 15 year old is six foot two inches
tall
his 14 year old brother is six foot two
inches tall um their nine-year-old
brother is coming up right after them
they are some big boys and one of the
things i do for these boys in fact you
should know that my full-time job is
feeding the boys that is my full
time job i am trying to figure out any
which way i can differently to cook
chicken for dinner every single night
just like y’all that’s exactly what i’m
doing
so we just do sports and everything with
the boys they’re growing up so quick so
one of the things that i have done
since my oldest was five i started when
he was five um i went to uh ross dress
for lest in the back hand corner left
hand side there is a one row that has
books and journals and those sorts of
things i went and i grabbed um three
journals hardback journals they were
just little little um with the little
spine spiral spines nothing real fancy
4.99 i picked one for each boy i’ve had
it ever since my oldest was five
and at that age i started to record a
journal for them i do not write in it
every week or every month or even um you
know just on a regular basis it’s just
when something happens i don’t want to
forget or they say something that’s
really interesting or i see the hand the
handiwork the fingerprints of god in
their life in some way i kind of write
it down my goal is to have a collection
of writings and thoughts and and love
letters really to my boys about their
life that i hand over to them when
they’re you know mature enough to
appreciate it or better yet i might just
hand it over to their wives and say girl
this is what you’re getting yourself
into right here
and because my oldest will be 16 next
month i was looking through his journal
and came across the story from when he